Right now I don’t want a ” relationship ” or no ” hoes “. To be honest I just want somebody to kick it with. Somebody who won’t kiss & tell. Somebody to go on dates with & do silly things with. Most of all somebody who will keep it 100 with me no matter what. If it turns into a relationship then cool. But for right now that’s all I want.
I’m just really upset and disappointed because I always go out of my way to make people feel better and try to work things out. When will someone do the same for me? Because honestly, trying to fix everything is tiring. I want someone to stop me from leaving to make sure everything is okay before the conversation ends. I’m tired of always being the one doing it while the other person half-ass everything.
I’m usually that person who has no idea what’s going on
Sunday nights are the worst you go to bed with that horrifying feeling of impending doom like “I’ve got a whole fucking week ahead”
why is it that everyone can be an asshole towards me and that’s perfectly fine but the minute i have had enough and act like an asshole its all of a sudden not okay